Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Procrastination

The reason that I haven't been posting much lately is because of these three summer homework assignments I recieved that have taken a huge chunk of my last couple of weeks of summer. I put these off as long as I possibly could. That's how I seem to do every important assignment.

I seem to procrastinate on everything. It's as if I enjoy what I'm doing if I know I'm procrastinating something else. I know that I try to create as many excuses as I can to avoid assignments that I don't want to do.

So far, my procratinating has not led to many penalties except for a few days during school where I was extremely tired and could not concentrate. My grades don't seem to be affected at all, I seem to recieve A's even on assignments that are assigned a month before the due date that I choose to complete the last night. I've spent a few nights doing homework straight from getting home from school to 3 AM in the morning.

No matter how many times I send my self consistant emails that say "DON'T PROCRASTINATE," no matter how many times I tell myself I won't next time, no matter how many times I stay up working on procrastinated assignments, no matter what I try, I continue. I don't want this bad habit to last the rest of my life.

One thing that I haven't done is pray consistintly about it. I do sometimes, mostly while procrastinating, but not consistantly. I believe that this can be the solution. I won't provide a back-up solution for myself, because I don't believe I'll need one. God is good all the time, and all the time God is good.

†God Bless†
Bria

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